My Matthew

Not sure when or why I started to say "My Matthew". I don't say it with any of the other boys. I miss him. We were so busy with the holidays and getting ready for Jesse's party and we haven't been going out on our date nights with the boys. Also, he got a special trip to Joshua Tree with Eddie for his birthday and I didn't get to be with him. I just feel like I haven't spent time with him in awhile. I was reading outside in my lawn chair while he was riding his bike but he said he was too tired to ride (because we have been so busy) so he decided to come sit with me instead. I was glad. The sun had just set and the clouds were a pinkish/orange. I like the color it cast on the two of them.